311212 </3

Why tf* I ever meet you, and why did I ever date you ? You always said these things... If i ever left, I would still be yours, your #1. And where are we now ? you got dem girlfriend. Got your life all together. And what about me ? I just sit here every night, going trough old pictures messages, letters. Oh and lts not forget cry for HOURS. I cant stand it nomore. I wish they would have forbiten it in the first place, us. Then it would have been so much easier to get over you, but right after braking up with you, they make me delete and block you for good! No eventually we will talk again. Im pretty sure about that... ;3 I just dont know when. I mean there are enough other boys to get over you, but im just not ready to take that step, how did you ?! I wonder if I still am in your thoughts sometimes...  Do you ever think about me ? Ever think back ? Ever look back ? Ever care ? Did you actually love me ? And do you now ? I wonder... 

8 Months.... An now we are a year farther from where we started... 22nd. 26th. 31st... (december)